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Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Chanced upon this when my friend posted it on her facebook wall.


Remember that I've waited for you for two years.
in this two years, i waited for your arrival home 5 times at the airport.
Each time you were away for at least 3 months.
Each time i tear and cry without you by my side.
For the first whole year, i cry everytime i see you walk into camp
whether its Changi camp, stagmont camp or pasir ris camp.

Sometimes you are away, and i had a bad dream.
dreamt that you parachute was malfunctioning,
i woke up crying.

you met a new bunch of friends and goes clubbing together
i stay up, worried
i was crying and i couldnt sleep.
one time you came back drunk, fall to grounds at my corridor.
one time i picked you up.
other times you went home, we quarreled.

I waited two long years.

two years that you are not by my side,
i swear to god that i have never failed you.
i cancel all other appointments if it means i can spend precious time with you
i have lesser friends, and i didnt have you
i was lonely. but i just waited.

every time you have an event i am there.
make the extra effort, keep my day free.
most of the time im alone.
and i waited.